{"id":22487,"date":"2012-02-10T14:44:36","date_gmt":"2012-02-10T13:44:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.vackerunderbar.se\/?p=22487"},"modified":"2012-02-10T11:49:35","modified_gmt":"2012-02-10T10:49:35","slug":"det-som-inte-dodar-dig-starker-dig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/?p=22487","title":{"rendered":"Det som inte d\u00f6dar dig, st\u00e4rker dig"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Jag har alltid levt efter devisen att det som inte d\u00f6dar mig, st\u00e4rker mig. Att allt motst\u00e5nd bland mina peers i skolan bara g\u00f6r mig tuffare och mer m\u00e5lmedveten. Att det extra skinnet p\u00e5 n\u00e4san bara g\u00f6r f\u00f6rlusten av min pappa l\u00e4ttare att hantera.\u00a0 Men nu vet jag inte l\u00e4ngre&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.vackerunderbar.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/02\/live.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter  wp-image-22488\" title=\"live\" src=\"http:\/\/www.vackerunderbar.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/02\/live-590x352.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"535\" height=\"319\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Det b\u00f6rjar k\u00e4nnas som att allt motst\u00e5nd jag lever under, eller all press, b\u00f6rjar bryta ner mig. Bit f\u00f6r bit bryts jag ner till mindre och mindre best\u00e5ndsdelar. Snart finns det inget kvar att bryta ner. Varf\u00f6r \u00e4r det s\u00e5 sv\u00e5rt att acceptera att alla inte \u00e4r supersociala? Superengagerade? Superglada? Varf\u00f6r m\u00e5ste alla vara st\u00f6pta i samma form?<\/p>\n<p>Jag vet \u00e4rligt talat inte hur l\u00e4nge till jag orkar, snart m\u00e5ste det l\u00e4tta p\u00e5 b\u00f6rdan n\u00e5gonstans.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag har alltid levt efter devisen att det som inte d\u00f6dar mig, st\u00e4rker mig. Att allt motst\u00e5nd bland mina peers i skolan bara g\u00f6r mig &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22487"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22487"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22487\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22490,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22487\/revisions\/22490"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22487"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22487"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22487"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}