{"id":14433,"date":"2010-12-05T00:51:26","date_gmt":"2010-12-04T23:51:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.vackerunderbar.se\/?p=14433"},"modified":"2010-12-05T00:51:26","modified_gmt":"2010-12-04T23:51:26","slug":"day-26-%e2%80%93-your-fears","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/?p=14433","title":{"rendered":"Day 26 \u2013 Your fears"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_14435\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-14435\" style=\"width: 525px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.vackerunderbar.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/12\/28-tiltshift.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-14435\" title=\"28-tiltshift\" src=\"http:\/\/www.vackerunderbar.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/12\/28-tiltshift-525x350.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"525\" height=\"350\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-14435\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Jag \u00e4r inte r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r h\u00f6jder. Men skulle aldrig g\u00e5 p\u00e5 lina mellan tv\u00e5 torn tex.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Jag \u00e4r en s\u00e5n d\u00e4r som inte \u00e4r r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r n\u00e5got. Och f\u00f6r allt.<\/p>\n<p>Jag \u00e4r h\u00f6jdr\u00e4dd, tror jag. Jag har inga problem med h\u00f6ga broar eller hus eller vad det kan vara, s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge det inte \u00e4r en glasbotten man st\u00e5r p\u00e5. Det \u00e4r nog sj\u00e4lva risken jag \u00e4r r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r tror jag. Jag skulle aldrig f\u00e5 f\u00f6r mig att hoppa bungyjump tex eller kl\u00e4ttra omkring bland tr\u00e4den p\u00e5 en s\u00e5n d\u00e4r \u00e4ventyrsbana.<\/p>\n<p>Jag \u00e4r nog inte direkt r\u00e4dd n\u00e4r jag g\u00e5r ut p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen, men jag undviker det. Det inneb\u00e4r nog egentligen att jag \u00e4r r\u00e4dd. Jag g\u00e5r fort fort genom stadens m\u00f6rker och undviker folk. Vad \u00e4r jag r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r? R\u00e5n, v\u00e5ldt\u00e4kt, mord? Statistiskt sett sker mord och v\u00e5ldt\u00e4kter mest bland folk som har en relation, s\u00e5 varf\u00f6r sl\u00f6sa tid p\u00e5 att vara r\u00e4dd?<\/p>\n<p>Det som verkligen g\u00f6r mig r\u00e4dd \u00e4r risken att f\u00f6rlora mer \u00e4lskade. Jag vet att man \u00f6verlever, men det \u00e4r en s\u00e5 oerh\u00f6rt sm\u00e4rtsam upplevelse. Jag vill inte leva igenom det igen. Jag \u00e4r beroende av de m\u00e4nniskor som st\u00e5r mig n\u00e4rmast, de anar nog att de \u00e4r viktiga f\u00f6r mig men kanske tror de att jag bara <em>beh\u00f6ver <\/em>dem.<\/p>\n<p>Mamma, jag \u00e4r s\u00e5 r\u00e4dd att f\u00f6rlora dig. Anders, l\u00e4mna mig aldrig.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag \u00e4r en s\u00e5n d\u00e4r som inte \u00e4r r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r n\u00e5got. Och f\u00f6r allt. Jag \u00e4r h\u00f6jdr\u00e4dd, tror jag. Jag har inga problem med h\u00f6ga &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14433"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14433"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14433\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14437,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14433\/revisions\/14437"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14433"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14433"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vackerunderbar.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14433"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}